I don't know whether it's someone else's curse or my own spell. In short, as long as it still haunts my mind, as long as the conditions of this spell still exist and have not been broken, it will always become my own obstacle. What I have to do is to break its conditions and make it a joke.
People are always willing to judge with their eyes, so to make others believe you, we must first make others believe you with their eyes. And if you want others to believe in you, you must have a reason and interests.