我原本是很喜欢看车窗外的,如今只想闭眼或低头刷手机。
一个城市生活久了,总有不好的故事,再看便是满目疮痍。
Iusedtolikelookingoutofthecarwindow,butnowIjustwanttoclosemyeyesorbrushmymobilephone.
Afterlivinginacityforalongtime,therearealwaysbadstories.Ifyoulookatthemagain,theywillbedevastated.
人类的奇怪之处在于,他们急于成长,然后又哀叹失去的童年;他们以健康换取金钱,不久后又想用金钱恢复健康;他们对未来焦虑不已,却又无视现在的幸福。
因此,他们既不活在当下,也不活在未来。
他们活着,仿佛从来不会死亡,临死前,又仿佛从未活过。
Thestrangenessofhumanbeingsisthattheyareeagertogrowupandthenlamentthelostchildhood;Theyexchangetheirhealthformoney,andsoontheywanttousemoneytogetbacktohealth;Theyareanxiousaboutthefuture,butignorethehappinessofthepresent.
Asaresult,theyliveneitherinthepresentnorinthefuture.
Theyliveasiftheyneverdie.Beforehedied,heseemedtohaveneverlived.
实话实说,我现在在互联网的世界里也越来越害怕社交了。
每一句话发出去都要斟酌好久,怕让人觉得无趣,如果收不到回复又是万分焦虑。
有时候想着想着就直接放弃回复了,只要我装死,麻烦就追不上我。
Tobehonest,I'mmoreandmoreafraidofsocialnetworkingintheInternetworld.
Everysentenceissentouttoconsiderforalongtime,afraidthatpeoplefeelboring,ifnotreceivedreplyisextremelyanxious.
SometimesIthinkaboutitandgiveupthereplydirectly.AslongasIpretendtodie,thetroublewillnotcatchupwithme.
前两天在豆瓣上看到一个帖子,问大家最近在为什么而焦虑。
其中一楼的跟帖是,说起来很矫情,我在为世界变得越来越烂而焦虑。
Twodaysago,IsawapostonDouban,askingwhyyouareanxiousrecently.
Thepostonthefirstflooristhatit'sveryhypocritical.I'mworriedthattheworldisgettingworseandworse.
是啊,我每天都是为此而焦虑,我深深感到这个时代,很糟糕,但只有无力感。
我越来越追求自然,哪怕一阵风也让我感到舒心。
生活在钢筋水泥的城市,身边的人都在为还房贷车贷打拼和愁苦,多少城市人的那份浪漫和自由之心,都被迫丢失了,实在是难受。
Yes,Iamanxiousaboutiteveryday.Ideeplyfeelthatthiseraisverybad,butonlypowerless.
Iammoreandmoreinpursuitofnature.Evenagustofwindmakesmefeelcomfortable.
Livinginareinforcedconcretecity,peoplearoundusarestrugglingtorepaythemortgageandcarloan.Manycitypeopleareforcedtolosetheirromanticandfreeheart.It'sreallyhard.
我就像一个别扭不会表达自己情感的怪人,其实我很难过,我总是很难过。
I'mlikeaweirdpersonwhocan'texpresshisfeelings.Infact,I'mverysad.I'malwaysverysad.
看到那些年轻生命突然消逝的新闻,会有一种焦虑感,也想劝自己健康生活、早睡早起、减少饮酒。
但我发现我配不上这样的生活——越是自律,我就越感到空虚,进而发现自己是个真正的废物。
Seeingthenewsaboutthesuddendisappearanceofyoungpeople'slives,Ifeelasenseofanxiety.Ialsowanttopersuademyselftoliveahealthylife,gotobedearlyandgetupearly,andreducedrinking.
ButIfoundthatIdidn'tdeservesuchalife-themoreselfdisciplinedIwas,themoreemptyIfelt,andthenIfoundmyselfarealwaste.
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